phuture

it dawned upon me during my conversation with dong yang and aifang.

my future.

i really need to start thinking about it and plan.

all i know is that im gonna try for NTU since its application for admission will begin on Friday with a really really slim chance. but hey, if i dont try, i will never know.

so what happens after NS and i dont get to NTU? to be honest, i dont know and this sucks.

on another note, my American pen-pal intro-ed Daft Punk's Live Remix Album 2007 and im addicted to the beat and rhythm, and i actually danced for awhile just now while clearing up my room. >.>
no, no videos of myself unfortunately :P later u all jealous of my dance moves ah. and yes i can dance u faggots who are doubting me. lol.

i thought looking at stars and finding constellations would be easy, but on the way home, i just went straight to the open field near my house and looked up. beautiful they were but i could only spot Orion's belt, shoulder and feet. wanted to find Taurus(my horoscope) but sigh. maybe singapore too bright ah.

signal fire

the perfect words never cross my mind
cause there was nothing in there but you

random pic :D

fear

fear of a sportsman. injury.

i dont know. Ben could be right. it could be the way i run, as i run tip-toe. ive been trained as a sprinter since young, i guess its time to learn how to run long distance using my heels instead.

but its just so sad to get injured. i remember one time i was playing an important rugby match and i sprained my ankle really badly(because of a stupid hole in the middle of the field). i tried to knock it off and played on for the remaining 20mins, because we were winning, and being the captain, i believe i was needed to carry on motivating the rest of the team. we did win, but at a cost of me limping for two weeks. and it was not bloody worth it. look at me now, the fear just keeps coming back.

but i need to run. i need to shed off the extra kilos. i want to be fit.

sighhh. on a brighter note.

11dec07:84.2kg
11jan08: 82.4kg
23jan08:80.6kg

my target is 75kg asap, just to keep things really easy for now. been watching my diet and im happy with it.

and i wanna thank you(if you're reading this) for accompanying me when i wanted to knock the sprain off. i really appreciate it =)

the irony of life.

things u thought u would never do, but end up doing it and then regret it after.
things u thought u should do, but end up not doing it and then regret it after.















i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now.
there are many things would like to say to you but i dont know how.
cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
and afterall, you're my wonderwall...

easy

once again im on youtube. played truth or dare at KAP Mac and i chose dare. loooool.



so malu (embarrassed) when i went out of the door. then when i went to proceed to buy a large milo 20mins later, everybody downstairs were staring at me loool.

and this is clement's dare.



full respect. /me does that respect handsign

and i seriously need sleep. now.

isketch!

everybody should play this game with their friends/family!

http://www.isketch.net/ ! something like pictionary, u draw, u guess, u laugh. :D

always had fun playing this game, especially when one is drawing and u anyhow luckily guess the word right. looool

never had it coming because it has been gone for a looooong time, but yeah the headache's back and the feeling sucks. sigh.

tribute

On January 11, 2008, Sir Edmund Hillary died of heart failure at the Auckland City Hospital at around 9 am NZDT(10 January at 20:00 UTC) at the age of 88.

this post is a tribute to the man who was among the first climbers to reach the summit of Mt. Everest. inspiring and determined adventurer he was.

through the glass

three words, examiner review sucked.

+ one more, HARD.

gosh. we practically left the room with the lowest of morales. sighhh :(:(:(

on a brighter note, at least my 3 presentations in 2 days are done. tomorrow's my NS medical checkup. still need to find my way there. street directory is your friend! :D

been looking thru photos in my laptop. i really miss those OBSabah days and camps. sigh

pretty unglam. but i like it :D
















how do u feel?
that is the question.
how much is real?
so much to question.

monday oh monday blues

omg its the dreaded 3hrs break again. i should have done my presentation but nooo. :/

i realised i hadnt had a chance to look back on 2007 but since im thinking about it already, i think i should just move on and hope 2008 will be a much greater year.

2007 was about many opportunities that were just ignored by me or rather, CHOOSE to ignore. and again, many regrets. heh. k stop.

2008. k go.

what i wanna see in myself this year is more confidence. looking up to world, knowing theres always opportunities for me.

like what Will Smith said in a recent interview, the only obstacle that is preventing you from succeeding is you yourself. i just nod my head in shame because the inner demon has been doing all the work. i think its time for a change.

i still think life is a gamble. u win something, u lose something. maybe im wrong. who knows? /shrugs

photoshop attempts. still a newbie laaaaa, but im learning and i think thats what matters.















arrangements of this was done by me and of course i took the shot!




















sentosa, comm training 06. changed the green tee to orange.






















vintage attempt 1. dong yang and i















vintage attempt 2. whats next:fearotical in ubin.

farand sure say "i know how to do all" >.> finding the correct photos to photoshop is the hard part actually.

she lets herself go like an angel in the snow
she lays down on her back, down on her back she goes.....

hope youre feeling better soon :(