day by day, during trainings, i just wonder to myself.
what the hell am i doing here? why cant i just go home and enjoy my life simply? looking at those 8-5(normal working hours) NSF just really made me think that i could just give up and have 8-5 NS life for the rest of my service. its just some devil telling me to give up. something that whispers to the ear, something that makes you weak, something that makes you think of many ways to chaokeng and what more.
but importantly the mind has to be set the right way. its just the beginning actually. theres alot more to come to test one's will and i know im not the only one whos whining. time is actually flying fast but the fact that im not out there with my family and friends make me think that im losing them. i do miss civilian life.
i know i know. dont give up, endure, blahblahblahblahblahblah x 1000.
officer cadets are highly self-motivated ppl but these are just some soldier's whining believe it or not. soldiers that dont whine are not human. prolly they dont whine infront of you or they just dont want to show their feelings.
but i will always keep this in mind: "if one chooses to lead an easy life, one will never grow"
its good to be back home. section field camp next week.i really dont know what to expect but now its a good time to prepare myself mentally.
and friends out there reading this, lets hang out soon. =D but u plan la, u think i got time to plan meh? your head ah!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
of a vision
its gone and i cant find it now.
the fire. which was once so bright and strong, is now dying. im tired. or maybe i just dont have it in myself anymore. im not gonna give up easily yet the journey im going thru will be meaningless. i must find it back.
that is why my friends, that in life, you must have your own vision.
"without clear alignment in your life, ppl still do their work but lack the determination, trust and enthusiathism. in the long run, they either leave or produce only for the preservation of their job."
im sure all of us agree to this.
a vision statement is an expression of HOPE and if we have no hope, there will be no vision. it is something you create and continue to re-create throughout your life.
dont just study for the sake of studying. dont just work because of money. dont just do something to pass time. have a vision guys. a vision can give meaning to life in the most difficult of situations, which made me pull through my BMT and made my way to OCS. i know some of you are reading this and nodding your head but remember,
a vision with no action - a dream
an action with no vision - passing time
a vision and action - changes the world.
i must rekindle this fire. i must make it strong again. i have always depended on hope.
and hope is what i need now.
the fire. which was once so bright and strong, is now dying. im tired. or maybe i just dont have it in myself anymore. im not gonna give up easily yet the journey im going thru will be meaningless. i must find it back.
that is why my friends, that in life, you must have your own vision.
"without clear alignment in your life, ppl still do their work but lack the determination, trust and enthusiathism. in the long run, they either leave or produce only for the preservation of their job."
im sure all of us agree to this.
a vision statement is an expression of HOPE and if we have no hope, there will be no vision. it is something you create and continue to re-create throughout your life.
dont just study for the sake of studying. dont just work because of money. dont just do something to pass time. have a vision guys. a vision can give meaning to life in the most difficult of situations, which made me pull through my BMT and made my way to OCS. i know some of you are reading this and nodding your head but remember,
a vision with no action - a dream
an action with no vision - passing time
a vision and action - changes the world.
i must rekindle this fire. i must make it strong again. i have always depended on hope.
and hope is what i need now.
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