i'll upload some of my bday pics that was 'celebrated' during my camp and of course will elaborate more on the camp soon.

its been a long time since i've listen to malay songs. i've uploaded it and below are the lyrics. enjoy =)

Belaian Jiwa

Seindah tiada lagi kau kuingatkan
(I no longer think of you.)
Sayang kau hilang
(Love, you are gone, even if I wait)
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayatku di dunia ini
(till the end of my existence,)
Kau tahu betapa kusayang padamu
(Still you know how much I love you,)
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
(only an Angel can compare (to you).
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
(Yet Fate determines these things.)
Oh belaian jiwa
(Oh, my Soul's Caress)
Oh angin sampaikan laguku padanya yang sedih pilu
Terimalah laguku jadi teman hidupmu
(Let the wind send my song to her, this lonesome melody of mine)
Untuk selamanya
(Let this song be her companion forever)
Kau tahu betapa kusayang padamu
(Still you know how much i love you)
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
(Only an Angel can compare (to you)
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
(Yet Fate determines this things)
Oh belaian jiwa
(Oh, My soul caress.)

of inspiring

ever since the boy who teared, hugged and thanked me, I realised I do want to inspire and change ppl's lives and give them a smile. but if there is one thing that I have learnt thru Train the Trainers,

"To inspire people and change their lives, you must change your life first."
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i lie down and ponder, "which part of it?".

of never glancing

"Never glance" is killing me.

nuff(enough) said.

of determination

why train?
because often the difference between good and great is simply the willpower it takes to get up and train. - www.niketraining.com.sg


it wasnt easy to lose weight. it takes ALOT of dedication, commitment, motivation and finally endurance. i could have lost more, but there were some temptations i couldnt resist which was bad in my part. nonetheless, keep fit4life. i overheard a conversation between these two athletes saying that with stamina, you can do anything. altho i do agree with a certain extent, i beg to differ because i believe that all u need is determination. its all about the mentality man.

and of course, have faith in yourself. =)

a picture says a thousand words for i am a man of few words. LOL

of a boy with no name, part 1

he knew the answer for it was right infront of his eyes. his heart refused to believe the inevitable truth. why not he asked. not yet it replied. he could only wish that his eyes were plunged out but that could mean darkness in the world, which would only bring him any memories he had for her. he would remember everything.

he wakes up every morning, knowing he needs to fight a battle. a battle between his heart and mind. there is no winner, no superior, no high and mighty. why is life so god damn complicated he asked. and then he realised life is not complicated, it is he who makes it complicated.