of mentality winning everything

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The following is a translation from Park Ji-Sung's autobiography.

"I was sitting alone in an empty locker room, left leg injured. I need to prove my worth when the opportunity is given. I look at my leg, powerless, and wonder why I had to get hurt in this moment. Then, Coach Hiddink appears out of nowhere with an interpretor and speaks to me in English. Not understanding, I stare at the interpretor.

"He says you have great mentality. With that kind of mental strength, you will become a great player."

"I was shocked. Before I could murmur the easy 'thank you' in English, he was gone. My heart was pounding. The coach always seemed to be so far away, but he came to me and told me I have great mentality. Somewhere inside, energy was rousing up."

"... Mentality. I have nothing else to boast, but one thing I could do is to never give up. I will endure all hardships, even if I would die from it. And I will keep this mentality."

"... In the entire World Cup, I played with those words ringing in my ears. With my mentality, I can become a great player. I kicked the ball and ran around the field clinging on to those words. For better or for worse, I am calm and quiet, so not many people take notice of me. But I was sure that Coach Hiddink would be looking at me and urging me to move on. This gave me courage."

"If it was not for Coach Hiddink, I would not be where I am now."

"With the words 'where I am now,' I am not referring to me becoming famous or being able to purchase a spacious condo for my parents. I am referring to the fact that I learned to love myself more."

"Within a minute, what Coach Hiddink said to me changed my life forever. I feel a bit shy thinking about what he would think after reading this, but he is my 'master' and I owe him everything and I won't be able to repay it in my lifetime."

I remember during my rugby days when Coach Lee will always say that I have the potential to be a national player when I grow up. That would always drive me to work hard and play hard during trainings and I would want to say thank you even though you wont even get to see this.

You inspired me to be a better person: Confidence, Leadership and Mentality. Being the captain of a team that just started to know rugby for just a few months was such a heavy load on my shoulder but i could handle the pressure because i was trained like a mad dog during my secondary school days.

why i'm posting about this now and not the previous years is because during the recce in Kota Tinggi, my mind was fighting with the body. It was a bloody tough trek in my opinion and the 2nd day of it was too much since we had not recover from the 1st day of trekking yet. and then i realised that my rugby trainings were not wasted. I kept going and going, with my groin in pain and out of breath, i still kept going and going.

The guide told me: "Climbing a mountain is never easy. If it's easy, then it's not a mountain."

The best part of climbing a mountain is the summit's view. When i was up there, everything that i felt, the pain, the shortness of breath, were all gone. I was ecstatic by the view.

"TAKE PHOTO OMG TAKE PHOTO" were the usual claims. haha.