through the glass

three words, examiner review sucked.

+ one more, HARD.

gosh. we practically left the room with the lowest of morales. sighhh :(:(:(

on a brighter note, at least my 3 presentations in 2 days are done. tomorrow's my NS medical checkup. still need to find my way there. street directory is your friend! :D

been looking thru photos in my laptop. i really miss those OBSabah days and camps. sigh

pretty unglam. but i like it :D
















how do u feel?
that is the question.
how much is real?
so much to question.

monday oh monday blues

omg its the dreaded 3hrs break again. i should have done my presentation but nooo. :/

i realised i hadnt had a chance to look back on 2007 but since im thinking about it already, i think i should just move on and hope 2008 will be a much greater year.

2007 was about many opportunities that were just ignored by me or rather, CHOOSE to ignore. and again, many regrets. heh. k stop.

2008. k go.

what i wanna see in myself this year is more confidence. looking up to world, knowing theres always opportunities for me.

like what Will Smith said in a recent interview, the only obstacle that is preventing you from succeeding is you yourself. i just nod my head in shame because the inner demon has been doing all the work. i think its time for a change.

i still think life is a gamble. u win something, u lose something. maybe im wrong. who knows? /shrugs

photoshop attempts. still a newbie laaaaa, but im learning and i think thats what matters.















arrangements of this was done by me and of course i took the shot!




















sentosa, comm training 06. changed the green tee to orange.






















vintage attempt 1. dong yang and i















vintage attempt 2. whats next:fearotical in ubin.

farand sure say "i know how to do all" >.> finding the correct photos to photoshop is the hard part actually.

she lets herself go like an angel in the snow
she lays down on her back, down on her back she goes.....

hope youre feeling better soon :(

fearotical

back at home. 31/12/2007.

slept for just 1h30mins in 42hours and somehow i cant sleep right now.

the assumptions made by myself are killing me.
why oh why?!

love is a crime
whose beginning is a glance
and whose ending is eternity

8

succumb to temptation
i shall not.

but sometimes its too strong for me
and have to start all over again.

which brings me to the point that one's discipline must be strong
i think mine is still, in fact, weak :(

motiva..what?

went out to get some fresh air and meet the guys who went for the Standard Chartered Marathon. /salute to them. grats guys/girls! kelvin wants me to run next year. -_-

since farand has always been by my side when i get injured during training etc, its was time for me to return the favour by accompanying him to buy slippers (he was bare footed from the Padang to Marina Square and walking reaaaaaaalllly slowly), but hey, an eye for an eye :p

anyway ive been drowning myself with music lately while reflecting and thinking alot. not sure why, but i think i have a better and clearer view of what im supposed to do. if u have read my previous posts, there was a dream that told me to "go for it" and to be honest, it has been bugging me alot lately. and a dream like this is not easy to forget yet its so hard to decode what the actual message is. so much for talking(or thinking in this case), i think i really need to get some action done.

and man, i need to find something to motivate me. or maybe i should just shut up and motivate myself. heh.