fearotical

back at home. 31/12/2007.

slept for just 1h30mins in 42hours and somehow i cant sleep right now.

the assumptions made by myself are killing me.
why oh why?!

love is a crime
whose beginning is a glance
and whose ending is eternity

8

succumb to temptation
i shall not.

but sometimes its too strong for me
and have to start all over again.

which brings me to the point that one's discipline must be strong
i think mine is still, in fact, weak :(

motiva..what?

went out to get some fresh air and meet the guys who went for the Standard Chartered Marathon. /salute to them. grats guys/girls! kelvin wants me to run next year. -_-

since farand has always been by my side when i get injured during training etc, its was time for me to return the favour by accompanying him to buy slippers (he was bare footed from the Padang to Marina Square and walking reaaaaaaalllly slowly), but hey, an eye for an eye :p

anyway ive been drowning myself with music lately while reflecting and thinking alot. not sure why, but i think i have a better and clearer view of what im supposed to do. if u have read my previous posts, there was a dream that told me to "go for it" and to be honest, it has been bugging me alot lately. and a dream like this is not easy to forget yet its so hard to decode what the actual message is. so much for talking(or thinking in this case), i think i really need to get some action done.

and man, i need to find something to motivate me. or maybe i should just shut up and motivate myself. heh.